I honestly feel like I am going up the wall. I have reached a new low at the moment, My darling mama is poorly and I need spanking. Nobody seems to want the task, I was even cheeky to my mom and she did nothing.
I honestly do not know what is happening, yesterday Aunty Nita spent the day with us and several times I got a look that normally meant get your bottom bare and into the corner with your hands on your head.
What does a brat have to do to get some attention around here???????????????
I really feel lonely and left out and it scares the crap out of me. I am scared, really scared. I look at her, such a vibrant person and she can not move without pain
